beloved.

A - AVAILABLE: yes, technically 
B - BIRTHDAY: november 9th
C - CRUSHING ON: _____________
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: h20
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: my best friendsss
F - FAVORITE SONG : way too many.
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: wormss.
H - HOMETOWN: san diego
I - IN LOVE WITH: money & school
J - JUGGLE: hah no
K - KILLED SOMEONE: nopeee
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: texas =/ never again bang
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: vanilla
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 6 bros & 2 sisters i guesss. don’t ask
O - ONE WISH: to have everything i have always wanted 
P - PERSON YOU TALKED TO LAST: brittany 
R - REASON TO SMILE: God
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: turnt up lol
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 8:45 am
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: black
W - WORST HABIT: spending money unnecessarily.
X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: n/a
Y - YOYOS: they used to be the shit 
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: s c o r p i o

Washing clothes cause I’m too damn poor to pay in my apt complex! Lol Womp. Ima be here like alllllday. Got like 9 loads on dem hoes to wash. Oyyyy.

It is lowkey toooo early in the semester for me to be stressed! Fak!! I jus realized I haven’t even bought nam textbook. Fml i don’t wanna drop $300-500 on dem shitsss. Ugh. College sucks and it’s breaking my pockets! I like cringe every time I have to go into my savings to get $$$ This shit better be worth it when I get my degree yadig

wooo, only a few more days till school! i cannot fucking wait. i miss campus! funny teachers, state kids, meetings, blackboard, taking notes, P A R T I E S. mmmmm. iL the college life. i really do. yes i complain a lot …stress a lot about school related things, but got dayum lol it’s better than working a full time job and supporting a family and stressing about bad ass kids n shit. yanno lolll.

anywhooooo. i am tired and exhausted af right now. work always makes me feel like this. damn shame.

knocking out in

5..

4..

3..

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zzzzzZzzzZZZZzZzz.

I made a list of “goals” for this winter break. They were,

1. Figure out what classes to take spring.
2. Learn how to drive a stick.
3. Finish decorating my pad.
4. Go to the ARC regularly.
5. Hang out with everyone, especially the ones I fluke during the semester.
6. Plan my spring break.
7. Figure out where to apply for grad school.
8. Organize all the pics, vids, & music on my laptop.
9. Buy a new tv.
10. Go to fabulous burger in LA
11. Have at least one dinner party.
12. Geek o_O lol
13. Follow 60 people
14. Apply for another scholarship.
15. VEGAS?!
16. Be faded at least 3x a week
17. Go to the strip club.
18. See all the movies I’ve been wanting to see.
19. Decide on a minor.
20. Make at least 3 new friends.
21. Take a blow job shot.
22. Have a jello shot party.
23. Meet a badddd asssss stud.
24. Get rid of everything that reminds me of HER.

I only did the things that are bolded. Ain’t that a bitch lolll.

Oh well!! I’ll finish em all one of these days.

just to make these next 4 or 5 days go by a little faster! i want my gosh darn scholarship money. shiiiiit. lol and i lowkey ….L O W K E Y wanna go back to school. i am tired of being bored all day every day. if i didn’t have a job, i probably wouldn’t even leave my house. lame rite? womp. and it seems like there are more things to do during the semester anyways. winter break is always soooo dead! summer is usually pretty poppin doe. can’t wait for that! anywhoOoOoOo ..i just made breakfast and it was prettty good. cooking actually isn’t that bad; just time consuming. blah, i have itis right now and i kinda sucks cause i should be cleaning my room/bathroom right now. it’s a smokin hot mess. la di laa.

Lol jk but fuck I have a godforsaken zit. Smh. I only get pimples a few times a year but when I do they hurt sooooooooo bad omfg. This hoe on my face feels like death. Geeez louise. Doesn’t look anywhere near as bad as it feels tho, thank God. Ahh. I wonder if I can take an advil for this crap. Oyyy.

Anywhooooo, I’m on break at work bousta go back to the oh so lovely box office and hear the oh so lovely elderly complain about prices. Ayyyy yiii yiiii.